i'm tired of pretending like everything seems to be ok

i know how it feels like to sit on the bathroom floor with tears streaming down "your" face,

just praying to god to take it all away.

its not easy, that feeling.

the feeling is emptiness n pain.

and

and the worst part is,

no matter what "she" do or say

it doesnt go away.

"you" just have to wake up everyday and put your fake smile on your face .

and pretend that the feeling is gone.

even ot feels like you are dying slowly from inside out.

its get better eyda.

keep fighting.

and one day , you'ii smile again.

and at that time

YOUR SMILE WILL BE REAL.